today i finished this book which i bought last thursday. its called delirium by lauren oliver. i teared at the end. this is gonna take me some time to get over. just like on dexter season 4 when rita died. took me a week to get over that. but its harder in books compared to tv series because i have the tendency to create the characters the author introduced and deescribed in my head and i like what i created and i will fall in love with them. i do that all the time whenever i read and when its a great book, i get so attached to them. its like my kind of vice to escape to a fantasy world from everyday thoughts and daily life. i love lena and alex. alex is this beautiful guy and i'm jealous of lena for having him, but at the same time i was rooting for lena all along and i'm feel her and i'm proud of her. been awhile since a book affected me this deep. can't stop thinking about it really. i don't think i can ever live in a world without love.



love, the deadliest of all deadly things: it kills you both when you have it and when you don't.
but that isn't it, exactly.
the condemner and the condemned. the executioner, the blade; the last-minute reprive; the gasping breath and the rolling sky above you and the thank you, thank you, thank you, God.
love: it will kill you and save you, both. - delirium by lauren oliver, p.352